The Mumbai air at night, they say, is suffocating. An odd suffocation perhaps; there are no hands forcibly obstructing the windpipes, but more fingers prodding at the neck with such consistency that you start respiring at a much faster pace.
It is my second day in Bangalore, India’s ‘Silicon Valley’ and Asia’s fastest growing city. Upon arrival after a short domestic flight, I was greeted by the sweet post-rain fragrance and a sheer magnitude of moving bodies unparalleled anywhere in the world. Indeed, once the city centre has been penetrated, it’s hard not to marvel at the beautiful combination of 19th century Victorian architecture, exotic Indian trees and glorious aromas that weave in and out of the nostrils as freely as the traffic on the roads.
Likewise, it’s hard not to be knocked for six by other sites, albeit in the phrase’s negative rendition; swarms of motorists buzz within feet of you, honking to consume any air available that can be used to breathe and think. Faith has sunken its grubby nails in deep – at the time of writing Gujarat’s Chief Minister, a Mr Narendra Modi, looks certain to be India’s next Prime Minister once the seventh and final stage of the staggered voting process has concluded. This is a man who many consider either to have been chiefly responsible for, or at least indifferent during, the 2002 riots in his city that left an estimated 2,000 Muslim men, women and children massacred. His BJP party is the political wing of the RSS – a Hindu Nationalist organisation entrenched in fear of other religions. Nehru would be turning in his grave.
Nothing offends me directly. English is one of the mother tongues for most of the nation, a remnant from India’s colonised past. There is no evident animosity towards the White Man who so callously and capriciously ruled and took advantage of their nation. I’m even free to drink to my heart’s content too, if I so wish. No, my windpipes aren’t being forcefully suppressed, yet I still feel suffocated by a thousand finger prods.
Please do not misconstrue this sensation for a dislike of the country in which I shall reside for the next three months. I will have done India a great disservice if that’s the impression this article gives. But equally don’t brush it off as mere culture shock. From the moment I arrived, I’ve been welcomed more generously than I deserve. India is also extraordinarily beautiful and has come along in leaps and bounds since Independence, especially after Manmohan Singh dissembled the Licence Raj in 1991 in order to attract foreign investment and increase poor economic growth rates (India averaged 8% growth for almost two decades and still commands a high growth rate in comparison to the US and Europe).
However, its potential continues to be stifled by corruption (a plague that seems to finally be a consideration for Indians at the ballot box if Congress’s poor polling and the emergence of the AAP is anything to go by) which eats away at public resources. The attitude towards women is among the greatest of contradictions my life has thus far encountered; India has far more female politicians in top positions than my home country, yet men quite regularly harass and reveal themselves to women once the sun has submerged into the horizon. Women should not feel themselves in danger at the whim of a man.
Indians don’t need me or any other foreigner to tell them this – I’m sure that I am, in large part, simply preaching to the preached. Sooner or later though it will be realised that ordinary Indians have the power to confront and eradicate these issues – and when they do, the rewards to the largest democracy on earth will be as sweet as the gold and nectarsome mangoes grown here. Ah, then I’ll be able to breathe easier.